Glass
covered eyes shatter to pieces
As lips dark as night bleed red.
Secrets start falling from the storm clouds above
And bullets rain down on our heads.
How did I let you convince me that all was okay?
That I was safe standing here
Next to you?
God only knows why I just watched, did not scream,
As you took your knife to my skin so I bled.
What on earth was I thinking?
That our problems would solve themselves when my blood stopped
flowing?
That somehow we’d end all this horror with bliss?
So foolishly I waited for you
-to open those lying blue eyes
And as you opened your eyes to your shock you would find
you were causing me deadly pain.
Bleeding and broken
Cornered and crying
Desperate for your love but I was dying
I love you
You scar me
You burning with matches and scratch with words
The lies that you fed me
The agony that you served me
A daily reminder of how much I hate you
If I were stronger, not weak
I’d be the one out to kill you
Then how come I still love you?
But I was still there-bleeding and broken
as you hurt me so badly I shrieked
You poked me and prodded me
pinched me and pulled me
KiLl Me ThIsTiMe
My body cannot take any more pain
My emotions-you have killed them
My tears had run dry
KiLl Me ThIsTiMe
My heart had been bleeding
My lips-them too
My bones were broken
As I had lain on the floor battered and bruised
Snapping in half under back breaking pain
The blood pooled underneath me
I criedand I screamed
I writhed and I flailed
My limbs went weak
YoU KilLeD Me ThIsTiMe
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