You do not know my name

There are thousands of poems swirling in my head
they mix and change and flow to the river of my mind
but they don't translate to numbers and letters,
i can't express them with my keyboard,
I need crayons and heartbeats, hugs and smiles,
i need my tears and I need pounding footsteps on asphalt.
I can't read you my poetry because I'm not sure how it sounds,
it doesn't speak our language
it speaks mine
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